I don't even remember what day it is!

So, I haven't really decided if things have gotten easier or harder yet with Michael being gone! I still think of him every second, and when he's down i'm down! He won't flat out say he's down, but trust me he's down! I wish I could be there more for him, or shake some sense into his family, so that they'd actually support him in the way that a family should!Ok, enough of that...I've lost my track of days at this point, but this morning I went to DMV to turn in the tags to the GTI :) and to get a new ID (finally!) I know!!!! Then I went with Meredithe and Laura to try on wedding dresses for the first time! I found one that I liked,but i'm not POSITIVE as to whether or not I LOVE it!! We'll just have to see, if it's meant to be my dress then it will be, if not then it won't be! Spent the rest of the day working, then hanging with Mere, Amanda, Rachel,Terri, and Shannon! Thankful for friends who care enough to keep me occupied, especially at night when I get the loneliest! Now that it's midnight I have officially 365 days til I get to marry my best friend and the love of my life!! I have a great life with great people in it!!