Not sure how well this could go!?! Giving it a try

With Michael deploying yesterday and not being positive as to when he'll be back, i've been somewhat of an emotional mess. I miss him being there with me for everything, but I need to learn to be on my own.  He's my best friend and my backbone but I know that he wants me to stay strong so that in the end it will make our relationship even stronger than it already is. Working with the kids, going to the gym, and my friends definitely do help me out though! I've started working out and I want to improve my body by the time he gets home and hopefully completely surprise him. I've established some new girlfriends recently and I know that they will be there whenever I need them. Eventually, I will get the hang of this blogging thing but for now I must get off to bed and hope my phone rings at 2a.m. to hear my baby's voice!!!